Bismillahirrahmanirrahim ,

first , damn hotlink . i told you i do not want your JukeBox service . Y U NO UNDERSTAND ?! i unsubscribed you already but , Y U CUT MY MONEY ?! my moneyyyy ! T_T

shoot me , i feel like writing bout my Form Three life . so , shut up and read . because i know you love to hear me preach . hey , that's rhyme ! ahaha .

Form Three . Fifteen . PMR . i bet that's everybody think when we start the year . truthfully , in the early months , i didn't care about PMR at all . it just like any other exam , kan ? kan ? xD

but then , the study started . tonnes of homework plus tuition plus own revision . i thought i was going mental . i didn't even went for an outing ! oh , the wrath of PMR . luckily , KPOP was always by my side . watching DBSK 's Banjun Drama or SuJu's Exploration of Human Body helps me get through . all hail kpop ! ;)

the chapters in every subjects keep getting complicated too . i remember when there's a time when i totally do not understand anything . even after numerous explanation and i still didn't get it . it was really frustrating though . thankfully , i have patient friends to begin with . mimi taught me ten times bout mathematics . and i teach mimi English in return . okay , i miss mimi . haha .


oh , remember my emo phase in the middle of the year ? yeah , the i-freaking-cried-every-nights-before-i-sleep phase . hey , what do you expect from a crybaby ? haha . it was such painful period . it still hurts to hear anyone speak the inevitable word , " K " . that word had brought so much joy in my life . so much happiness that when it disappear , i crumble into pieces . to see your best friends change in a flick of eyes is just a pure torture . let's just say the changes are not to my liking . sometimes , if i came across an old picture of me and them , i shook my head and thought what they actually thought when we took that picture . girls are such complicated creatures ! =.='

and i remember one of my friend said this ,

kakak aku cakap , tahun exam lah tahun paling banyak gaduh .

haha . i think it's true . exams coming nearer and emotions are running high . thus , the fights . i shall prepare myself for SPM fights . ;p

finally , the day had arrived . PMR . i remember feeling nauseous the whole trip to school . all i want to do at that time is run back home , hide under my blanket and blast my ipod in my ears . childish much ? haha .

while i'm in the exam hall , i seriously didn't feel anything . just blank . i just answered the paper . and i throw some Super Junior and Girls' Generation in my English essay . the one who checks my paper shall be in shock . SHOCK ! okay , i just need to insert BEAST in this , kay ? xD

the exam end . i was practically going crazy . i can't find my sanity until now . haha . to conclude in a sentence , form three is such bittersweet year . i do hope all those efforts will pay off though . if i didn't get what i want , well , Allah knows the best . ;) but yeah , if you drag me into the ' i wish i can repeat form three ' talk , i will not join you . i do not want to repeat form three ! xD haha . except the phase which we study for chapter 4 science . whether in class or in tuition , i just can't stop laughing at other people pervert - ness . xD seriously , my friends are pervert . except myself . teehee .

i will not lie , i will surely miss those times . times when we slept in class , times when the headmaster came to our class and comment , times when you can only see serious faces when you enter the class or times when all conversation goes " eh , pythagoras theorem yang mane ? " or " hydrochloric sulphate betul kau nih . " and sometimes " aha ! lepas ' to ' mesti ' root word ' kan tasha kan , kan ? " . and obviously , other teachers nagging . hihi .

it won't be same next year . most of us will go to MRSM , SBP and other freaking schools that are available . and here i pray , all of you who applied will fail the test , so , you can't leave me . >;) sigh , i miss the girls already .

friends ,
whenever you may go after this , please , don't forget , you have an awesome friend named Natasha Eliyana . ;)

end of my confession . i shall continue watching Family Outing . ;)

" It was the best of times , it was the worst of times "

- Charles Dicken

P.S ; can't you believe i'm looking forward to take my PMR results because i can meet all of them at last ? haha .
P.S.S ; PARK YOOCHUN , Y U NO CUT HAIR BEFORE COME TO MALAYSIA ?! argh , those freaking lucky LA - ers !

Mood ; c r e a t i v e -