Bismillahirrahmanirrahim .

kalau aku cakap dekat mak aku , nih kumpulan korea dan mereka semua lelaki , mak aku mesti suruh aku istigfar banyak - banyak . =.='

i finaalllly got the time to watch Lucifer . i have not been kpop - ing for a long time already . for the sake of getting eight As written on a piece of paper that will determine my future . ahhh !

oh , how they grow up ! TAEMIN'S HAIR IS LOVE ! ♥ i can still accept Onew's hair . Jonghyun's too . Minho is urmmm , tolerable . Key ? dude , WTF ? and i realized that the other side of his hair is not bald , it is platinum blonde actually . =.=

and there has been a hell lot of controversy about their title song . well , i won't pretend i'm shocked . SME knows controversy sells . i read a lot about the controversy . yes , more than Science chapter 8 , Generation of Electricity . =.=' puas hati ? well , whatever it is . i wish the best for SHINee guys . ;)

i attended a PMR seminat at Universiti Malaya today . i was totally like a rusa masuk kampung . xD jakun gila ! going there made me realise that i really should enter a university ! pray for my success . ;D

i didn't attend school today . and there is a Mathematics class today . funny you should ask why . Mrs Lee's teaching is as fast as the bullet train in Japan . ya know what i mean ? if you miss one minute in her class , you will be clueless for the rest of the class . true story . i think she is teaching the class the last part of the syllabus . we had finished in trigonometry and the only chapter left was the ratio , rates and proportion . and i know , she already finished the chapter today and i am absent . great , haha . =.='

PMR is in October . i would lie if i say i am not stressed out . i keep getting one B in every test . it is getting quite frustrating . i am truly very tired too . after going back from school , i will study again during the evening and on night again . the only time i can have fun are during the late evening which Koreans variety programmes will be on air . and not to mention , i avoid the computer too .

i have tuition during weekends . saturday starts from 2.30PM until 10.20PM . and on sunday , 1.30PM util 6.00PM . i know , it is crazy . i think that's why mom let me to not come to school today , she was worried about me .

i am seriously very sorry to a lot of people nowadays . i think i didn't have time for them anymore . please , bear with this just until PMR ends . ;(

these days , i always feel like i want to cry . and when i'm going to text anyone to tell that i'm depressed and need support , i will stop as i'm afraid i will disturb the person .

sighhh , i only have my bear . Yunnie now . ;')

P.S ; kepada diri sendiri , hentikan sampah ini , anda masih kuat ! HWAITING ! ;D

Mood ; h o p e f u l -