Master of Study has officially end today on KBS World . a fun drama to watch . i abandoned my revision time to watch this drama . hehe . and yeah , hong chandu is mine , mine , mineeeee . stay away from him or i'll bite you . rawrrr . and i just figured out that Chandu was the kid in Hwarang Fighter Maru . urm , it sorts of like Kamen Rider and Ultraman lahh . i used to watch the show every single day during last school holiday . it aired on KBS World with subtitles for a while . lol , he was so young in it . and urm , please don't ask me why i still watch shows like that . can't a fifteen years old recognised all kind of Kamen Rider in the whole series ?

and . it ends today . haha . i can't believe it . seriously . i can't . i pinched myself thinking it was a dream . but , it was not . we're taking our own path now . i dare not to say the path we choose is either right or wrong . i hope this is the best decision . crying has been so tiring . i can't even believe how fragile i am right now . i cry for everything . maybe , i'm still not strong . maybe , the pain is still healing . actually , i didn't talk my thoughts truthfully when we met . maybe because i've always been alone that it is hard to open up my feeling . being the eldest and the only daughter , everything depends on me . i won't know how long it takes to heal . but , as i'm waiting for it to heal , crying will be my best friend . hi , emo - self . i miss you . best friends , goodbye . ;')

and people , don't worry bout me . me crying doesn't have anything to do with you . live your life . when the right time comes , i will get up from this whole mess and live my life like yours . smiling and laughing sincerely from heart . i haven't done it for a long time .

and to cheer up this blog post , i'm going to post this because you need to know my awesomeness . Intervensi 2 result is out . well , half of it . ready for my dose of awesomeness ? i got 93% for my Mathematics and 84% in Science which surprised me to no end . and As for my Geography and History too . thank you , God . You had help me a lot ;) hopefully , i will get 8As . ;D and yeah , i told you i'm awesome . do you believe me now ?

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