our monkey and precious jewel , happy birthday . i didn't do anything particular special today . sorry . heck , i cried again . sorry . ;) be happy , stay gorgeous and stop crying . haha .

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i was extremely calm reading it . we have been keeping our faith , why waver now ? ;D always keep the faith . dbsk rocks my sock ! ;D

i am not completely healed . i still cry now and then . almost everyday . the pain won't go away . i told the pain to go , but , it keeps coming back and cause more pain . how ? and i got extremely touchy . i cry for almost everything nowadays .

death comes in a quick pace . the person who makes you laugh today may makes you cry tomorrow . the person who you love dearly today , may hates you tomorrow . so , please , appreciate what you have now in your life . i thought i appreciated them enough . maybe , maybe , i don't . it is not enough for them , so , they leave me . alone , crying in the dark . if only i appreciated them enough , they won't leave me . don't behave stupidly like me . so , appreciate what you have so you won't cry like me . ;')

qi ; eh , hor shin .
jihoo ; yaaaa .
qi ; kita kan ada kumpulan Royal Family kan ?
jihoo ; oh ya , kenapa ?
qi ; so , kami semua nak buat t-shirt . awak nak letak nama ape kat t-shirt tuh ?
jihoo ; oh , letak lahh apa - apa . janji cantik . ;D

you don't know how much i hold myself from breaking down and crying hearing this conversation . i cry like hell when i come back home . so much that it hurts . ;'(

Mood ; n o s t a l g i c -