Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,

Resonate, everything is.

You and me, are we ready?

The world resonates with so many different meanings. So many questions, yet, sky gives no answers. Even if there are answers, it is vague. Thin, blurry lines full of uncertainties clouding up everything. Engulfing you to a bottomless black pit of darkness. And even more so, you actually never realises you are in the pit all this time. Scary, isn't it?

So, when you know you're in the pit, what would you do?

Have you ever have the clinging urge to run? That tingling, unendurable sensation prickling at your limbs.

Run.
Run.
Run.
Run faster.
Run faster.

Run from what? You decide, because you know yourself the best. And then you wonder, why you are running in the first place. Was it because the world is too fast and you're trying to catch up? Or is it because you're running from the world itself? Even when you're running in full force, sweats trickling down your skin, one drop after another. You wonder is it really worth it. Because everything needs something in return. And you wonder what have you sacrificed to make you to be able to run today. Money? Memories? Which one?

Memories. What actually of use are they? Attachments that linger at the back of your mind. We don't need this. You and I. We can do this. Go, run, run, run. Let's run and kill. Kill this love. I need to bury the excess attachment but the emotions still come back. The line was blurry because I was weak but I need to draw it and end it. With my own strength. With my own might.
Have you ever wonder?

About the future. About the unknown. About life. We have so many contradicting options, so many different path. But will it lead to the one, same end? I think, that's what all of us are searching for. The ultimate search. The One? Sure, whatever that floats your boat.

Nod, nod and nod. But nothing ever enters. A meaningless non-committal act of agreement. Don't all of us do it? Whether we realise it or not.

I am mad. At myself. And even at the world. Then. I remember Cho Kyuhyun had once sang; You can't get angry just because you can't control the world as you please. Thank you, Cho Kyuhyun.


Just for today, run. Run all your might.




This is for you and me, who are running endlessly.