Your indifferent smile that I see is forever my most beautiful reliance, This kind of distant embrace is my imagination of happiness

11:30 PM


Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,

So, it's nearly 11.30PM and I'm still in front of Kevin. I'm so gonna dozed off tomorrow at office. OTL

Anyway, working again tomorrow and it's kinda getting boring. Staring at the computer and key-in all those BB1M voucher while blasting my KPop songs. Or competing with each other who reached 1000 voucher first. Or hitting those mean boys who keep teasing me. D: Or having breakfast at Kobanas nyot nyot. It is almost predictable now for every single day of work.  I really don't like to whine and complaint. But, lol I just did. Nampak tak permainan aku? Haha.

But yeah, I still get new experiences and new friends and new pokerface. Lulz I swear I'm a different Tasha when I'm with my workmates. It's like the nicer version of Tasha goes to work everyday. You know like how my workmates will make lame joke like "Tasha! Tasha Shilla? Tasha Manshahar? No, it's Tasha Eliyana. HAHAHAHA.". Those kind of jokes will definitely received a faq u! if the normal Tasha is in action especially during morning when I'm not functioning well yet. I just don't know, nice Tasha will freaking smile at that joke and just walked. What the hell happened to you, Tasha? Lols

In my opinion, eceh, I think I act like that because I know those people don't really know the real me yet. I mean, we only met like one month plus plus up until now. So, it's impossible for them to know little things about myself like I am cranky in the morning or I don't eat vegetables or I have this weird accent when talking which makes me talk like a bimbo or similar phrase. And it is fair enough. I don't know most of my workmates habits too. And I actually don't even bother to know. Mean kan aku? Haha.

But, really my workmates are great. So many different types of people with so colourful personalities and vibrant stories to keep me entertained. And the twisted plot like scandals, secret relationships and politics. It's like one packed Korean drama in my office. Haha.

It's just unfortunate that I practice hypocrisy in my working day. I really really don't like this one girl because of her overly friendly attitude with the opposite gender. But, I just can't say it to her face and everyday I have breakfast with her and somehow it suffocates me. It just really does. Maybe because I am too transparent with my best buddies so I don't know how to deal with her.

Let's not forget this boy that endlessly thinks he is a Romeo and flirting everytime he breathe. And he's actually flirting with the ugly me. Like I'm so thankful bro that you think I'm flirt-worthy, but yeah, no thanks, bro.

Tiqah and Atul have constantly been scolding me for those two jerks up there. Saying I'm not standing up enough to them. It's not like I don't want to guise, I don't know how. D: Sobs. Please believe me.

SPM results are finally freaking coming out. Like bij prz Can't they keep that results forever? I do not wish to see my failure. Sobs. Blergh, I'm gonna force the girls to apply for UTP again and only then wait for my UPU results. Life is so so confusing, my god!

On other joke, I bought a new phone cover and it is so freaking girly that I'm disgusted with myself. Well, the girls told me to buy it. D: I predict incoming insults from the boys at work. Brace yourself, Tasha!

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