i was greatly irritated in the morning today . it is so irritating that i need to write it in my blog . and it is so damn irritating that i want to curse . so , close your eyes . ;p

WHY THE HELL YOU FORCE US ? oh God , i was being really polite by bowing because duh , you're my senior . ahh , damn you age ! and it doesn't help either that you call us ' big heads ' . don't generalise us . well , do all Form 5 - ers have small heads then ? ugh , guess what . i was thinking to go to the practise , but , since you ' politely ' talked to us , i don't want to go even more .

you probably didn't know me . organisms like me who is very weird and live in our own world , we are a bunch of rebels . the more you told us to do it , the more we don't want to do it to piss you off . i told you , i like doing things people dislike . >;)

and among all , you use the most dirtiest way to make us go to the practice . teachers ! specifically , Ustazah . yeah , Ustazah . mind war , you see ? using Ustazah to make us go . and you know how much we don't want to break ustazah's heart . and i am thinking about the foetus in her body too . so yeah , i go .

and miss mmmmmmm , i am very glad we are over . all your ' touching ' now i care not . glare us all your want , we won't care . and indeed , we do have ' big heads ' . and next year , i swear i'm not going to enter this bullshit again . i will go to Taekwondo or Wushu - dao or any damn society that doesn't irks me .

sometimes , it is so hard to be a good fellow . sometimes , i do wish that i am like the other bad girls . skipping class , rude speech and abandoning school . is it fun ? being good is so hard . you need to take care of others when you can't take care yours . blah . since i'm already a good kid in the heart from the start , i might as well become like that until the day i die . it's not like i can run to Lombok and marry some guy when i have a good brain now . oh , the rebellious stage of a youth !

To have a lot of friends , means to have none .

- Korean proverb

wow , right on the spot .

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