fangirls or heck fanboys , read this . this is such a beautiful poem . ;)

如果你喜欢了一位偶像，请你一定要去看一场他的演唱会，
If you like an idol, please go and watch his concert.
亲自去，要亲眼看看他，好好看看他。
Go, see him with your own eyes, see him attentively.
因为舞台上的生命可能持续很久，也可能转瞬即逝。你不知道他是属于哪一种。
Because the life on the stage can be long or short, you don’t know which one his belongs to.
你无法预测那发光发热的时间究竟还有多少，你猜不到下一秒他会消失到哪里去。
You cannot predict how long this shining time has remained, you cannot guess where he’ll disappear to next second.
你什么都不知道，什么都无法把握，
You don’t know anything, you cannot calculate anything.
他是你感知世界里无可取代的全部，但他也是你未知世界里永无交集的一点。
He’s everything you know in the world you know and feel, but he’s also one single dot of the future world .

如果你喜欢了一位偶像，请你一定要让妈妈知道，
If you like an idol, please be sure to let your mom knows.
因为妈妈是最爱你的人，而你也深爱着他。
Because your mom is the one who loves you the most, and you love him.
一个很近一个很远，而你是将两个无关联的生命体糅合于同一空间的凝结点。
Someone is close while someone is far away. And you are the one who connects these two lives that have no relationship in one space.
告诉她，你很喜欢他，甚至爱他，也许不被理解，就算不理解，也落得个心安。
Tell her that you like him so much that you love him. Maybe you won’t be understood, but even if you don’t, you still feel less uncomfortable.
不需要太刻意太直接，可以是个简单的暗示——妈妈，看，觉得他怎样？是很棒的一位歌手哦。
Don’t be too direct or obvious, it can be a simple hint: Mom, look, what do you think about him? He’s a very good singer.
让心爱的他若有若无自然而然的在亲爱的妈妈眼里浮光掠影而过，留下片刻印象。
Let him, the one you love, randomly, naturally appears in front of your beloved mother, leave an impression .

如果你喜欢了一位偶像，请你一定要为他写一些文字，
If you like an idol, please do write him some words.
不追求华美，不强求确凿，
Not asking for elegance, not asking to be conclusive.
只要轻省记录你所有的思念与颤栗，所有的真实与感悟，所有的明媚与忧伤。
Just record your thoughts and tremble, all those real and sentimental, all those joy and sadness.
爱如水一般蔓延，浸过你的神经，划过你的指尖，温柔地抚过你敏感的心。
Love spreads like water, soaks your mind, slides through your fingers and softly touches your sensitive heart.
多多少少也要写点关于他的文字，零零碎碎记下自己的心路历程，
No matter long or short, you have to write something about him. Record your mentality with bits and pieces.
别让心情在岁月中灰飞烟灭，云消雾散。
Don’t let the frame of mind disappear and die in your life.
不求深刻，但求简单，记下活在你的世界中的他。
Not asking for impression but simplicity. Record about this person who lives in your world.

如果你喜欢了一位偶像，请你一定认真地喊一遍他的名字，
If you like an idol, please make sure to shout his name out wholeheartedly once.
用含糊的、哽咽的、明朗的、虔诚的、温柔的、宠溺的声音。
Use vague, sobbing, bright, sincere, tender, adoring voices.
在每一个平常的日子里，在每一个心慌意乱的瞬间，
In every normal day, in every moment of feeling confused;
在每一个患得患失的叹息间，在每一个幸福感动的晕
In every sigh, in every daze of being moved;
在每一个想念他的夜晚，轻轻喊他的名字，
In every night when you miss him, call out his name softly.
认真地发好每一个音调，屏住呼吸读出， 眩间，
Pronounce every word correctly, hold your breath and speak out.
一个念头升起又落下，道出刻骨铭心的覆水难收。
A thought rises and falls, telling you how impressive this feeling that gives you no return is .

如果你喜欢了一位偶像，请一定为了他更好地学会生活。
If you like an idol, please learn to live your life properly for him.
那个已经慢慢渗入你生活点滴的男孩子，
That guy who gradually dissolves into your life.
那个使你常常热泪盈眶的男孩子，
That guy who always makes your eyes teary.
那个笑容干净而甜美的男孩子，
The guy with a clean and sweet smile.
那个无论如何长大你始终只愿叫他孩子的男孩子。
That guy that you only want to regard him as a ‘boy’ even if he grows up.
你再最美丽的时刻遇见了那个最优秀的男子，但是上帝没有让你们彼此相遇。
You met this perfect guy at the most beautiful moment, but God didn’t let you meet each other.
他在那个最绚烂的舞台，光华交汇，歌舞升平，绝世华丽；
He is standing on that gorgeous stage. Light and beams moving. Songs and dances that are so beautiful.
而你在最普通的街头，行色匆匆，人头涌动。
And you’re walking quickly on the most normal street in the crowd.
两点之间的距离仅仅是思念，别无其他，仿佛触手可及，却遥不可及。
The distance between two points is only missing, nothing else. It seems like you can touch it, but it’s so far away.
如果你爱他，请你也为他好好寻找自己生活的支点，
If you love him, please find the fulcrum of your own life for him.
不要为他迷失了既定的轨道，
Don’t lose your track because of him.
关掉电脑的片刻回归平静，担当起原来的角色，从哪里来到哪里去。
When you switch off the computer, everything’s calm again. Back to your original role.
因为你深爱的他是一个如此心高气傲的人，
Because the one you love is so determined.
他用力诠释着自己的不甘心，用力将自己最好的一面展现，
He shows what he wants with hard work, with his best side.
所以你也用尽全力爱着他。
So please love him with devotion.
因为爱他就等于爱着你自己，爱着因为他而变得更加温柔的自己，
Because loving him means loving yourself. Loving him makes you treat yourself more tenderly.
爱他，是本性，是注定，是天然。
Love him, is an instinct, is destiny, is natural.
要对得起自己的人生，就要尽量给别人的人生添加美好的成分，
Be responsible for your life, add good bits to others’ lives.
拼命地挽留自己遇到的美好的东西，拼命挽留。
Keep the one special thing to yourself with all your strength.
他一样，你也如此。
He’s like that, and so are you.
by Kevin Tsai, a writer/TV host from Taiwan
translated by deceivedornot

not a good start for a nine days holiday , eh ? they don't need me anymore . i'm a worthless friend to be care about . a worthless maknae i am . ;'(

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