i am scared . scared for my own fandom . i'm scared to know what's gonna happen next . what'll happen tomorrow ? the day after that ? next week ? its scary . really scary . my heart thumps a lot . my eyes just waiting for tears to burst . " if only , if only , i hadn't been dragged to this fandom crap . " i recited it a lot of times . but , this fandom , teached me a lot of things . heck , maybe its one of the reason i keep moving on and smiling . therefore , im not backing out from this fandom . i'll fight and prove to all of them that this fandom is worth it . :D

so , my mom phoned up the school today to ask if i can re-take my exam papers . and i think puan halfah talked to her . and hell , you know how long that woman can talk ! then , i asked mom if i can re-take it , she said " cekgu kate boleh amek , tapi markah die ape ntah ? " . so i think maybe , i can re-take that paper but the marks will not be calculated ? if like that , better i dont re-take the paper . =.=" seriously , IT IS MY FREAKING FAULT THAT IM SICK DURING EXAM ?! its called fateeeeee ! *sigh* yeahh , maybe my grades for the exam will be bad because of the two papers that i didnt took today . *double sigh*

yeahh , im really going to school tomorrow . no worries , you'll meet your beloved Natasha Eliyana tomorrow . :D plus , English papers is something that i have confidence in . xDD

this will be my last post and my last time onlining as im going to study and hibernating myself from computer . if i'm online again , errrr , i cant drink ribena ! ( CHOYYYYY ! XD )

until friday comes , GOODBYE ! and SME , im serious . the next time i got to online and you're messing with my boys AGAIN , i'll pray to God you'll die and rot in hell for 2342341234231423 years . there's a limit for human kindness . thank you . :D


oh ya , everybody HWAITINGGGG ! :D

p.s ; the contract is freaking unreasonable ! $0 since February ?
p.p.s ; imagine how SuJu guys are handling that . they probably need to eat grass or something .
p.p.p.s ; fine ! im signing off ! i just want to express my dissatisfaction !
p.p.p.p.s ; i'll never believe the happy faces in SMTOWN again !
p.p.p.p.p.s ; okay , okay , last one . DBSK RULESSSS !