i will try . i will not cry like a fool anymore .

I PROMISE . pinky swear !

this heart of mine is getting better .

i will not cry in the middle of night again .

i will not . i will not . i will not . i will not .

i may be an obsessed fangirl , but i have a heart too .

i cry too . i laugh too . i smile too .

please . . don't make me cry again .

it's tiring being an emo .

please . take care of my heart .

so , it wont bleed like right now .

i want my smiles back . i want my laugh back .

give me all of it back .

you will say i'm a fool if you know the reason of me being this emo shit .

please . please . please . take care of my heart .

i'm sorry . i'm sorry . i'm sorry . for all this emo shit .

i just . . can't control it .