Anyeonghase-Yo~~
today..i'm gonna share with you kinda sad story~~
and its KISAH BENAR~~

[WARNING : YOU MAY THINK I'M WEIRD AND CRAZY AND MAYBE U WILL START TO AVOID ME WHEN YOU READ THIS POST . BUT , HONESTLY~~I MISS YUL~~T^T ]

Dear Yul..
We've been together for many years..
We had through life thick and thin~~
You always made me cold~~
But..not the cold 'cold'..(does it make any sense?hehe..)
I love it when you made me cold~~

I always pull you near to me everytime i'm going to sleep..
you always there for me..
whenever i'm emo or hyper~~
you never mad at me when i curse you becoz its really hot..
never once..
you complained about my hyperactiveness~~

Dear Yul..
i know..
i always made you angry..
i hurt you so many times..
there are so many memories between us..
and i will always keep those memories forever in my heart~~

Yul..
i thought you were strong..
i thought you will always there for me..
but..i'm wrong now~~

one unfortunate day..
how stupid i was..
how careless i was..
i pushed you too hard~
and you fell..
not an ordinary fall~~a seriously injured fall~~
you'd been broken to pieces..
i'm so blur2 at that time coz i just woke up from sleep..
suddenly..all i know is..
you are lying on the ground..
helpless~~cannot got up on ur own~~

and now..
Yul..
i know you hate me..
but..please give me one more chance!!
i'm so sorry~~
i should not push you to hard that day..
i'm the stupid one~~

Yul..
i'm really gonna miss all the good times..
when i hugged you because i saw a really 'hot' pic of Yunho~(kantoi~XD)
i'm so gonna miss it..
i hope you will have peace in the other world~~
(does fan have the other world too?hurm..i wonder)

Yul..
i got another fan to replace you..
its name is Shin..
but..Shin is not the same with you!!
Shin is so spender~~
Shin wouldnt make me cold~~
Shin cant turn its head around..
Shin is so short~~
I think i'm gonna die if my dad didnt repair you..Yul

Yul..*sigh*
Come Back To Me!!!!!!!!!!!
I Miss You~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
T^T

]R.I.P Yul 2006-2008]