ah~man!!today i'm very..very..so..so..so..damn disappointed with myself~
Stupid Natasha~ah~so..so..frustated..
even looking at Yunho pic can't make me feel better..T^T
gah~how critical is that?!
ok..i lied..maybe seeing Yunho pic does make me feel better..
ah~but just a quarter of it..i'm still angry,dissapointed,frustated with myself now~
Why?!
huh.it all started after the Science exam..
Ms. Wong gave our Math result..(didn't I mention Ms. Wong is express?!)
and..i got 60% for my Math..
i tried to comfort myself by saying "at least you didn't fail~"
but..ah~you know Ms. Wong..
she is really mad at us & she said she expected our class to get all A~
and..the result..TADAH!!
Natasha Eliyana..60%!!!
gah~i don't know how to say it..i'm really disappointed by myself..
ah~I hate you Natasha!!!I hate You!!i hate you!!!!!
how can you can't score at least 70% in Math!!!argh~(~_~)
look at Kar Kee..she got 98% you know!!!!
Do you know how many difference between 60% & 98%?!!!!
d*mn it Natasha!!!!i hate you so much!!!
gah~now i'm in a very bad mood..
just imagine..if my Math is 60%..
what about my Sejarah..Geography..etc..?!
Natasha!!!!!!I hate you so much~
i'm feeling like crying right now..
gah~Natasha..what's happening to you!!!
lately i've been having a really hard time~
my father really gives me pressure..
did I say to you that my father tore up my DBSK poster right in front of my eyes?!
but then..i still continue to be the happy-go-lucky Natasha~
never cry in the public has become my so-called 'prinsip' lately~
ah~my feeling right now is angry..dissapointed..frustated..and any words that has the same meaning with it..
ah~just ignore this post..
i'm not in a good mood to post anything happy today..
argh~i better go to sleep now!!
that's the best thing to do today after all the dissapointment & frustration..

what for i upload this pic?!
ah~i'm too bad mood to say anything..
just..look..at...the..pic..


^his name is Jung Yunho~


^i love the way he dance~


^plus..he is cute~

gah~i didn't have mood to say anything~

Mood:depressed~