Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,

I think it's appropriate to write today. Because it's the last day of 2012. Because this is the last day I will be recognised as seventeen. Because SJM's MV teaser for their new song comeback, Break Down is released today. Because I think Henry's brown hair is awesome possum. Because I think Zhoumi's hair is more awesome than Henry's actually lol.

The sense of writing today is basically very vague. Maybe my subconscious self wants to wrap 2012 up in a nice warm, big circle and keeps everything in the back of my heart.Though I think I wrapped everything up on my last day of SPM. I wrapped up my high school life. Most importantly, I wrapped up my friendship. Painful yet necessary.

2012 was a strange year for me. Various new experiences that touches the bottom of my heart. Many last but also many first. The last time I decided to give a bullshit to what people says, the last day being a school student, the last day eating at the school canteen. The first time taking SPM, the first time attending university's interview and the first time I learn not everybody is meant to stay in your life.

2012 also is the year of my many nicknames. It begins with Tachangg and it evolves to Changg, Tacha and Cha. I admit, Tachangg was weird. But, nowadays I naturally turns my head when people calls me Changg. Affectionate name, I guess. And there's the old one like Tata, Nana and Sha and all that. Even Henry has one, Henlingg. Lewlz

Well, fangirling is great too this year. I got to watch Block B, B1A4, A Pink, SJM, EXO-M, BTOB. That's all I think. My memory is getting bad really. Fandom is always a part of myself that never dies. It burns with a passion contributed by my ongoing fuel of love. Lewlz, everybody loves metaphor bij.

I believe 2013 will not be the usual drills. It's not every year you turn eighteen and finished high school right? I may experience many new things yet keeping everything old intact as always. I promise to constantly annoy all of my friends. Well, the ones that I still have anyway. Lol

May everything good will not change on 2013 and even if it does it will only because it will be better. May I become a better person on 2013. Scratch that, may I become a human on 2013. Older, stronger and wiser. That's the motto guise.

Signing out, happy 2013 peeps (Y)