Have you ever feel so hopeless? Like whatever you do, you think it won't work. Because the world is so big and you are so small. I think I can go for days being unnoticed. Like a wallflower, abandoned forever. I am too tired doing nothing. I can sit for hours thinking nothing when I should be doing everything.

Somehow, it feels like I lost my inspiration. The root of my life. But then, little things in life reminds me of it back. Dad's smiles, mom's cooking, little brother's cockiness. I should at least try, rite? Living my life to the fullest. :)

Tomorrow is the start of July test. Wow, look at all the shizz I give to study. Whatever exam, I hate you. I'm fine living without you ~ eh eh eh ~ Ptf, see my side of Blackjack appears. Haha. July test, please, don't be too hard, kay? Give me good results, please? With cherry on top?

Oh yeah, should I note here that I have found a habit of taking a late night bath? Sleeping with my hair being damp is perfect. Me gusta. Talk about hair, it gets long again. Should cut it again later.

Ramadhan is coming! There's something intriguing about Ramadhan compared to other months that I can't put a finger on it. I love Ramadhan. Even it equals to physically tiring, it still mentally relaxing. And there will be bazar Ramadhan for god sake! Who can resist that? Ahlan wa sahlan, Ramadhan ~

Lastly,

back off everybody, Super Junior gonna blow you off. WHOO.

Mood : l o v e d -