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Bismillahirrahmanirrahim ,

DEAR INTERNET WORLD , I AM BACK ! WIHAA . EVERYBODY PARTAYYY !



a week without Internet . i don't know how i survive , man . SOBS . stupid streamyx . mum was so pissed off and decided to buy Celcom Broadband and cut off Streamyx . bahaha . mak aku LIKE A BOSS . broadband is so far so good . but , i think it is a bit slower than my usual streamyx connection . bleh , will get use to it . before we start this post ,


wah abang yunho , melampau ! melampau ! nak heart attack mak cik tengok MV anda . mentang - mentang internet connection gua bengong seminggu . rupa - rupanya abang yunho bermain kayu tiga di belakang saya . SOBS . wae , abang yunho ? kay , nasib baik Ara tuh memang lawa tahap empat belas . tapi , mak cik tak approve lagi ! pada pendapat mak cik , baik abang yunho cari girlfriend yang lagi kaya dari diri abang . xD sebab mak cik pong rancang nak buat macam tuh . baru masa depan mak cik terjamin . bahaha . takpeh abang yunho , i still love you whatever happens . bahaha . tapi , tak yah nak gatal sangat lah kan . mak cik report kat jaejoong kang .

i think i can't hold ton to this longer . well , this is my blog . so , yeah . people rarely comes here so it's okay . hehe . i will write about my crushes . jeng jeng jeng

so , these few weeks , i started to has a crush on this one boy from tuition . i swear he is so adorable , man . so , i stalked him on net and tadah , found his FB . well , my friends don't call me a stalker for nothing . from his facebook , i found out that he has a tumblr ! FYEAH . only awesome people has tumblr . like me . hoho . anyway , i followed his tumblr out of curiosity . and guess what , he followed me back ! TROLOL i bet his dashboard is full of abang yunho's picture . bahaha .

anyway , i won't lie . i liked him . but , he will never know that because i will hide it and bring it to my grave . whoo . from what i observed while drooling , he is a very nice person and cute and like to make faces and so awesome like me . hehe . the thing is , i can't help to be depressed because i know he will never notices me . i will never get to talk to him . he will never smiles for me .

this all comes back to my lack of self - confidence . how in the world will i have confidence to face the world ? i am not pretty . i don't have that long , gorgeous , smooth hair . i don't have those long and beautiful legs . i don't have that baby-face , smooth skin . i am me . just me . don't lemme start on my personality . i am a major crybaby . and sometimes people got offended with my sarcasm . people don't like my vain attitude . i am lazy . i like those artis korea yang rambut dia sepesen jeh .

when i was in primary school , i had this major crush on one dude from my sekolah agama . he was not from the same primary school with me , so , i only met him at sekolah agama . i was his friend . we joked around and stuff . but , then , one day , this one bish told another dude which is my friend and my crush's friend that i had a crush on my crush . and OFC my crush caught me red - handed . i was burning with shame when i went to school that day . and that incident officially wrapped up my whole romance life .

ah , i swear all this emo shizz so do not suits me . well , what can i do , i am teenager . and teenagers change their moods in a blink . sigh , i really hope i can build my self - confidence . crying because you think you are not pretty is so not cool man .

this post is a train wreck of emotions . LOL . ah , off to add maths homework .

and oh , girls in kpop should stop being so tall . god . this one girl born in '96 and her height is 167cm . WTH . and here i am , needing one more freaking cm to be 160cm . sobs again .

Mood ; t i r e d -

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