Bismillahirrahmanirrahim ,

COS TIS IZ JUNG TO DA YUNHO . EVEN HIS SIDE PROFILE IS AMAZING . AND HE IZ AWESOME JUST LIK DAT .

well , thank you tumblr . you make me so fluent in English now . ( insert sarcasm laugh ) do people read my blog ? I IZ SO PROUD . :]

i think everyone and their grandmas know that i am a huge yunho stan . and by now , if you do not have the slightest idea what stan is , please refer to urban dictionary . thank you .

and i mean it . i practically worship the ground he walks on . haha . okay , that is too far-fetched . his ground is my ground too . U GET MEHH ?

anyway , the point is . u - know i like him , rite ? ( see what i did thar ? xD ) it is nearly three years now . and i read at tumblr , it said crushes only lasts for 4 months and if it is longer than that , it is called love . so , Jung Yunho , i love you . :D

my liking for him is strange . sometimes , i just like him like a celebrity . there are times when i feel the need to protect him and the other dbsk guys . like i'm their sister and i will attack everybody that try to harm them . probably because i'm the eldest in the family and never having a brother . lol .

well , all i know is i like him . he had given me so much strength . like when i was going to give up , i will remember how his life is harder than me , yet , he keeps on striving his dreams . so , why should i give up my dreams right ?

and i really dislike people that scoffs at my dreams . like when i tell them i will go to south korea one day . and they scoffed at me . BISH , I WILL SHOW YOU . seriously , don't laugh at other people dreams . if that person said he or she wants to become the president of USA . so , what ? it's their dream ! maybe if that person can't achieve it , the closest that person can get to become is probably one of the board members in the government .

lately , i realised that this freaking awesome guy had changed . it's like the lawsuit had taken a toll on him . i know , you probably thought that i should better worry about the green house effect on Earth rather than worrying about him . but , i don't know . i just worry about him .

he rarely smiles nowadays . mostly noticeable on some of his airport pictures . and there's like this glint of sadness in his eyes . wow , that sounds so cliche . well , i used to stare at his picture for hours , so , naturally i will notices that , won't i ?

and well the other members too . Jaejoong too . Jaejoong keeps tweeting sad stuff . and then , he will delete it . =.=' JOE JANG , Y ARE U LIK TIS ?

i used to do not like the idea of JYJ . but , not the point of hating them lahh . i remember i hesitated to choose JYJ's album when mom said she will buy me any Korean CDs i want . but , at the end i did not buy anything because i just can't pick another album after hesitating choosing JYJ . my sad life . xD

but then , i realised JYJ need to succeed . because if not , how are they supposed to feed themselves ? i mean , they don't get monthly allowance from their parents like me . and they are big boys now afterall .

but now , i just think that being a true Cassiopeia is by supporting five of them . nowadays , it will always be JYJ side or HoMin side . and i really do not like the situation . every side are having a hard time . JYJ is having a hard time by the restriction on their songs and HoMin had it hard when some called them traitors and all .

we really don't know the situation very well , don't we ? thus , the assuming part happens . to be frankly honest , i didn't understand their lawsuit . the wording in the law is very hard and i'm obviously not an attorney . =.='

and i really dislike when i am reading an article , then , the writer use JYJ's Kim Junsu , JYJ's Park Yoochun or JYJ's Kim Jaejoong . lol . i know i shouldn't be that butthurt , but , somehow i really dislike it . xD

of course , ocassionally , i will fangirl for other groups . * cough * BEAST * cough * but , that does not make me less as a Cassiopeia , will it ? plus , i like Yun Dujun . AHAHAHA .

and to say my liking for kpop is just for the pretty boys is obnoxious . there is more than meet the eyes . i think every group has their own charms that attracts fans . example , some people may love Hyunjoong from SS501 because he is gorgeous , but , really , i like him more for his weird personalities which explain his friendship with Jaejoong and TOP . ( i love the double S guys too xD )

well , i have too many guys that i like . HEHE . but i think , in this situation , we need to be optimist . the lawsuit is still going on and HoMin are preparing for their comeback . i think Cassies should support them . not because my bias in it . xD but still if you don't support HoMin , I WIL CUT U , BISH .

see , i am maturing ! WOOHOO . xD childish tasha is still childish . haha . so , yeah , no matter how cliche this sounds , ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH . :D

and a big thank you if you read till the end because YOU ARE AWESOME JUST LIK DAT .

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Now playing: F.Cuz - 친구졸업
via FoxyTunes

and this song is freaking awesome and Yejun is too cute to resist . xD

P.S ; i am officially hooked playing computer games . PC GAME , Y U SO FUN ?

Mood ; t h o u g h t f u l -