THROW IT FARRRR AWAY . TILL I CAN'T SEE IT . throw my fandom . throw my love . throw my heart . throw all my posters . throw all my CDs . throw a folder called ' The Fandom ' that takes 926MB of my computer that is filled with pictures . throw another folder tittled ' Korean songs ' which eats 4.8GB of my computer too . don't let me start on throwing away the ' Fandom Videos ' folder which takes the entire memory in LOCAL DISK (D:) . and most of all , throw the boys . the boys that i'd love for nearly 2 years and a half . :'(

i'm sorry . i promised myself i won't post any depressing post because i realize whenever i read other's blog with depressing post , i will get depressed too . i don't want to make you all depressed . sorry . :'(

you may think it's ridiculous to cry for some Korean boyband . but , THIS korean boyband helped me A LOT . like ANOTHER korean boyband with 5 members , THIS korean boyband had touched my heart . made me love them for themselves not their charismatic self . every each of the THIRTEEN , i love them with my entire heart . all EIGHTEEN of them make me have my own DREAM . they make me believe dreams do come true if you try hard enough . THEY make me have a lot of friends . THEY make me strong . THEY make me laugh , cry . heck , THEY make me do everything . from learning to save money to meeting a bunch of random people who have the same interest with me , THEY make me do it .

To love means loving the unlovable. To forgive means pardoning the unpardonable. Faith means believing the unbelievable. Hope means hoping when everything seems hopeless.

by G. K. Chesterton

again , Always Keep The Faith .
iloveyousofreakinghardsuperjunioranddbsk. ;'(