so , my day is being spent by waking up at 1oAM++ and sitting in front of the computer . watching MAMA ! :D i wasn't going to watch it at first , but , then , my internal organ really want to see my boys , after so longgggggggg . T____T so , i watched it anyway . MAMA air at Channel V ! and i don't freaking have CHANNEL V ! SO NOT FAIR ! i'd begged my mom for years to suscribe to Channel V . but , she said "menjejaskan pelajaran" . oh , parentssss ! so , i go for the second alternative , watching it online . i streamed for A LOT of site . and finally , i could watch it . phewww .

i cried so freaking hard when JaeChunSu came out . like the Ulu Yam Waterfall lahh . i just . . . . . so glad to see them ! after all the controversial lawsuit . sighhh . i remember back in 2008 . when they won all the freaking award and i clapped and smiled like crazy in front of the PC . t was five of them at that time . i seriously hope everything can be quickly resolved . and i can see my five gorgeous boys smile sincerely again . always keep the faith ! :D and oh ! the Ivy - Nichkhun performance . i'm seriously biting my blanket when Ivy go so close to Nichkhun . xD idk why . my bias is Lee Junho ! xD anyway , congrats 2PM ! you deserved it ! Park Jaebum , just return lahh . :D