.I Feel.

9:29 PM

WHAT THE FISH ?!

that is what i want to scream today . . T^T

i feel down . .

= because i've a lot of homework for my 10 day vacations . .
= because my legs damn hurt ~
= because my flu won't stop !
= because they force me to join the stupid camp but i don't want !
= because everybody bring lunchboxes cooked by their mom to school and i can't ~ T^T
= because i need to stay back 3 days per week for Temenggung ~
= because i need Yunho to relieve my stress
= because my friends forget me after become 'Pengawas Percubaan'

i feel happy . .

= because i dont fight with my brother today
= because tomorrow is the last day of school
= because i listen to the preview of DBSK 4th Japanese Album
= because LeeTeuk brags about himself in his Cyworld entry
= because Super Junior gonna release their 3rd album soon ~!
= because i saw the Dong Bang boys smiles ~
= because i understand how to find square root ~
= because i scream with Shabby about DBSK's sexyback ~
= because mom cooked my favourite dish ~
= because Kim Jaejoong birthday is coming & so do Yunho ! ^^
~~= because Yunho said he gonna celebrate CNY with me ~~~

i feel guilty . .

= because i dont remember Cik Faridah's birthday
= because my sis is sick i dont even know about it ~ T^T
= because i think i'm not a good ACM ~
= because i always complain about homework but there are girls out there that can't do their homework ..they will be grateful more than i am to even have a school ~

i feel wanna smack . .

= Abang Azlan because he think he is damn handsome like Jung Yunho
= the guy who live next and next to my house because he clean his motorcycle every single
day in front of me ~~

now . . do u understand how i feel ?!