damn it !! ah !! suddenly in a bad mood !!
its been a long time since my emo post..
get ready for it ladies and gentlemen ~

she . . acting weird today . .
she buzz me on YM . .
and asked what is the meaning of life and all confusing questions about life . .
i said . . we live a life to achieve our dreams and of course many obstacles will face us but thats normal because if there is no obstacles then is not life . . right ?
well . . thats my definition of life . .
then . . she asked me . . .
how do you smile when actually your heart is hurting so much ?
i said to her . .
friend , if not we who smile & cheer up other people , who will do it then ?
because that is what i'm doing all these thirteen years . .
she started to say ridiculous things . . .
I . . . even cry . . . hearing her thoughts about life ~
why she has so little faith in me ?
why she cant believe that I still gonna be there for her whatever happens ?

gosh ! Chronic case ! Call Yunho Faster ! Natasha become emo-er !!

who will smile if it not us right ?
people wont know that smiles fake or not . .
how do i know ?
well . . lets just say . . i already tried it ~
just smile . . .

you can cry but not in the public . .
because . .
people will thought you're weak !!
cry when you're alone . . .
let the tears flow . . just let it go . . .
like what i'm doing right now . .

life just must go on whatever happens right ?
so..there no use right i'm crying while typing this bloody thing~


man ~ NoKy Brothers !! DBSK !! I NEED YOUR HELP !!
yeah ! NOW ! URGENT !!

P.S ; this is so stupid . . why I'm the one who sad when other people is sad ?!