Anyeonghase-Yo~~
We Meet Again!!*copying Golba 6*
hehe..okay..i'm back with another post..
kinda serious lar this post..

btw..
this is the continuation of the war between me and you-know-who..

To : My-so-called-gang and 'you'!!

okay..seriously..
i really really wanna be ur friend once again..
really..really..

but..my problem is..
when we actually be friends once again..
'you' will be hating 'her'...
and so do 'her'..
and..i dont want that to happen!!
why cant all three of us just be friends without any hate feelings?!

all of our gang 'berpihak' to 'you'..(except Adila)
i dont mind actually..
but..the worse part is..
all of them said really bad words about 'her'..
i'm so sad..
'you' are my friend..and so does 'her'..

'they' said i'm a pabo(fool)!!
to be friends with 'her'
and 'they' said bad things about 'her' like..
"she is so annoying..nande?!nande?!"*nande means why in Japanese*
i admit..that sometimes 'her' nande is annoying..
but..nobody perfects kay?!

and everybody like blaming me..
they will say things like..
"look at X..she is so pitiful..she must be so lonely.."

then..i ask 'you'!!
what about me?!
what about my feelings?!
me too have feelings..
maybe i never expressed it..
because i thought what's the point acting all sad and gloomy..
u have more things to do that to sit down and acted so sad and gloomy..
all of us hate it when i acted the way i act on last Monday..
all sad and gloomy..all 'bad aura' surrounding me..

just because i didnt sit down all alone in class like 'you'
that mean i'm not sad..
and just because i still laugh and make silly jokes with others..
that means i'm not frustated..

if i act the way i acted during last Monday..
everybody will be acting crazy again..
last Monday..Calon Tokoh Murid 1 Maju..
then..today?!who knows?!only 1 Maju knows..

and..what makes me more offended is our gang point of view..
'they' insulted 'her' like there are no tomorrow..
all bad words come out from their mouth..
even on this beautiful Ramadhan!!

just imagined yourself being insulted like everyday..
who wont be angry?!
me..myself will eventually explode and just kick the ass of the people who insulting me..
i never know that i actually have cruel people as my friends..

'they' all berpihak to you..
and make me damn offended..

today..'her' is absent..
then..Aina said..
"why dont u guys just make up before that 'oenyibuk' girl come to school 2moro?"
how could she said things like that?!
do u know that 'her' mom is admitted to hospital and thats why 'her' didnt come to school..
yet..u insulted her..
i'm just so dissapointed with you..

then..the things that make me getting on my nerves is..
UR MYSPACE COMMENT TO ME!!
i think all of our gang to the lab kan at school?!
then..u open my myspace profile..
and then..Tadah!!pic of me with 'her' nicely edited..

coincidentally..the night before it..
i just deleted the picture of me with 'you'..
because it has zero comments on that pic..
so..whats the point i keeping it?

then..i think all ur girls using Atiqah's acc right to post the picture comment?

wah!
skg tukar 'best fwenz" lak??
tak sgkew>>
hehe

thats what u girls wrote to me at my myspace pic..
oh my god!!u guys!!i just put the pic for fun!!
no deep meaning pon!!
why are u guys so negative mind?!!!
its not like i edited that picture and wrote thing like..
"Best Friends Forever and Ever and Ever and Ever""We're the BFF!!"

no!!not even a single word!!
i just wrote "Tomo + Yunho "
just to show our fan-girling to Yamapi & Yunho only..

so whats the point u writing..
"dah tukar best fren ker?"
then..you asked me..
what happen to Jaejoong + Yunho?!
you want the answer right?!
NOTHING!!!there's no such thing as Jaejoong + Yunho dah!!

actually..i was thinking to gave 'you' a second chance..
but..after the conversation and that stupid myspace photo comment...
i'm just going to ignore 'you' for the rest of my life maybe!!

and Aina said things like..
"u cant have more than one best friends!!"
which me & Adila strongly objected!!
who?!who said that a person cant have more than one best friends?!
in fact...for your information..
i have five best friends from my primary school!!
and i still in contact with five of them..
and even go 'outing' with them!!
so..tell me..why a person cant have more than one best friend?

okay..so..
a person cant have more than one best friends..
so..whats the point we create our gang?!
whats the point we declared ourself as the 'kawaii club'?
i ask you..why?
i'm asking you dear Aina..

all these while..
you're thinking that our gang is just friends for you to share happiness?!
not sadness and tears??
and omg..dont tell me you never thought all of us as best friends?!
ah~it just a waste of time i'm joining this stupid kawaii club..
(when i said kawaii club is stupid..i must be so damn pissed off)
just whats the point right i be a friend to ur guys right?!

then..u guys open my blog..read it..
then..ambushed me..
actually..u guys have misunderstood my post..
maybe u gotta re-read it again 'my dear beloved lovely friends'...
yes!!'her' make my smile everyday with her silly jokes..etc..
why?!x puas hati?!

then..u guys just make this war never end..
with bringing up silly things like..
u guys said..
'her' always siding me and said Yunho is the best when me and 'you' are debating which one is the best..Yunho or Jaejoong?
u said..'her' do things like that because she wanted to be my friends..
maybe thats the truth..
but..just who knows the truth right?!
so..please stop ur hating to 'her' then maybe i will re-think to be friend with 'you' again..

*write in Malay so they will understand and x misunderstood my post*

Kepada Kawaii Club yg sangat ku cintai selama-lamanya..
Aku,Natasha Eliyana dengan ini berjanji..
x akan berkawan kembali dengan Kamu-Tahu-Siapa selagi kamu semua tidak membuang sikap benci kamu kepada Dia-Yang-Tidak-harus-Disebutkan-Namanya!!
Ada Paham?!

i dont care if 'you' is so lonely..
bacause i know..i'm far more lonely than her..
at least she has friends to support her..
what about 'her'?!
if she know what u guys said about her these days..
she must be so sad..




ok..the end for today post..
tomorrow got KH quiz!!
wish me luck!!^^

P.S: sorry!!just need to put Yunho pic to make me relax..hehe..

Mood : D I S S A P O I N T E D