ah~today..30 June~really a day that makes me suffer~T^T
why?!a lot..i mean really a lot of things happen today!!let's me recap back what happened today~
actually don't want to remember it..but for the sake of my blog's reader(is there any?!keke..)..i just write it here..haha..i can release my tension too~=)

"Natasha!!Wake up!!it's 6 already!!"..that's my mom~she always wake me up like that..
either she will pinch me or she will scold me like crazy everytime it was time to go to school~huh~
i didn't tell you guys lerh?!i'm the type of person who really really hard to wake up from bed..
even you put bomb beside me also i didn't wake up..keke..=)

like a zombie..i wake up & go to the bathroom~get ready for school & everything~
get out from my house & wait for Cik Faridah to go to school~oh..there she is..
get into the car & arrive at the school~today no assembly becoz..becoz of what ek?!i was sleeping at that time..keke..

ok..now i'm in class~everybody hyper~1 Maju crazy students~
since there are no assembly..so..there's a lot of time before the first period~
everybody playing around~me & shabrina ended up sitting at the back of the class chit-chatting bout dbsk+mr. yong..muahahahaha..
then..pn. koh came & start the lessons for the day~pn. koh teachs bahasa malaysia~
and..everytime pn.koh enters the class..i will surely feel like i want to go to sleep~
when pn. koh is teaching us in front..me ..at the back..nearly fall asleep(like Steph always said..the one who sleeps in class..keke)
time passed..now is Geography time..Pn. Norlia enters the class & teach us..
pheww~it's a relief that Geography is only one period..my stomach is grumbling really hard at the back..i didn't manage to eat breakfast today..hehe...

Yeay!!the time in school that I love the most!!RECESS TIME!!i walk faster to the canteen & settled down at the canteen with all my friends(there are 8 of us..0_o)conquering the table at the canteen~
back to the class..halfway back to class..i stopped at the teacher's room to check the 'kertas relief'..
herm..today Pn. Rosam(my Science & Pendidikan Sivik teacher) didn't come to school~so..there's gonna be a substitute teacher~P. Sivik time..relief teacher come in & told us to do homeworks..
end of Sivik time..i don't know how..but..i managed to finished writing notes for Geography..
why i do my homeworks at school?!becoz i know if i bring it home i will NEVER do it~hehe..

ok..now the toughest part to write..writing this make me really suffer..i'm feeling really really guilty right now~

now..it's Pendidikan Islam time..the chinese student go to next class for their lessons..but..their teacher didn't come today~so..the substitute teacher is..MR. YONG!!ah~so lucky lar~i can see Vanessa smiling because Mr. Yong is next door~crazy Van~

so..my teacher..Ustazah Balqis enters the class..today is PaFa time..that's mean you have to recite certain things & go to the teacher & read it to her..& you know its really boring that time..
then..Nadia & Atiqah came to my place & told me to story to them 'Dangerous Love'..the one with Jaejoong & Yunho thingy~then..i chit-chatting with them & didn't do like what Ustazah told me to do~
after that..Nadia keep bugging me to story to them the DBSK & SNSD AnyCall CF~ah~that CF~really really torturing me..once again..thought bout Yunho & Tiffany~really suffering..
then..i said 'NO!'..i didn't realize that my voice at that time is so loud ..and i didn't realize to that Ustazah saw me making noise at the back..(uh oh!!bad sign!!)
then..she say our names.."Natasha..Nadia & Atiqah..what are you doing at the back?!"
then..she shot me a look..you know the i-really-hate-you look at me..then..i really really feeling guilty after that..

now..it's Science time..& Pn. Rosam didn't come..my friend told me Pn Rosam child is sick..oh~i hope her child get well soon!substitute teacher come in..Cik Julia right her name?!i forgot la..keke..
then..i was feeling really guilty..i look like a crazy person..i nearly cried just because Ustazah scold me..i didn't know what wrong with me..like i've never been scold by any teacher..i've been scolded really badly bout many times by many teachers..if i list the teachers name this blog will be so long..but..when..it comes to Ustazah..i felt really guilty for making her angry..Shabrina is the victim..
i keep asking her what to do to make Ustazah forgive me..really stressed out that time~
i begging Shab like crazy asking her what to do~then..she tell me to wrote a letter to Ustazah and say i'm sorry to her since I'm scared to face-to-face with Ustazah..dialogue to describe it..

Shab:aish..you annoyed me!!just write a letter to her saying you're sorry..
Me:herm..thats a good one..*took notepad & wrote the letter*
Me:*pass the letter to Shab*nah..ok x?!
Shab:ok!send it to her after this..
Me:ok!^_^
Hazatul:wait!!wait!!don't send that letter!!@_@
Me & Shab:Why?!
Hazatul:you're making a big deal of it Natasha!!Ustazah just scold you..you're too sensitive~
Me:Yah!!you..it's not like i've never been scold..but..it's Ustazah that scold me..so..its really affecting my life!!
Hazatul:just don't send the letter..wait until next class & see how she treated you..if ok..you just relax..if KO then you send the letter..
Shab:but..at that time it will be to late!!

*then..they are arguing with each other..me..still confused*

Me:ok guys!!stop!!just tell me i should send or not this letter~
Hazatul:No!! Shab:Yes!!
Me:aigoo~it's really confusing..6_6
Shab:herm..what about we ask Cik Julia what to do~she's a teacher..so..she should know..
Me:owh shab!!i love you!!that's a good idea!!lets ask her..

so..after that..we see Cik Julia & ask her bout what to do..she told me to wrote a small card & write i'm sorry..then..send it to Ustazah~(god!!if i know earlier!i just meet Cik Julia..didn't have to listen all the arguments~)so..i wrote a new small card for Ustazah..maybe you feel like i'm making a big fuss over something that is small..but..i really did't like to hurt other people's feeling since i've been hurted many times~

Ustazah..
-->Saya minta maaf..
-->Saya janji x buat lagi..
-->Harap ustazah maafkan saya..=)
Yg bersalah..
-Natasha Eliyana(1 Maju)-

i know it sound kinda lame..but..that's all that i could write..hehe..so..me & Shab go to the teachers room to put the card at Ustazah table..why Shab following me?!becoz she want to see Mr. Yong at teachers room..aish..this girl..i'm in a hard situation & you still think bout mr. yong~
i enter the room & go to Ustazah place & put the card safely..met with Liana & Atiqah..

Atiqah:what are you guys doing?!
Me:owh..you..i'm sending a letter to Ustazah..
Atiqah:ah~put my name also..
Me:No way!!i'm dying here..it's a personal letter!!
Shab:uh oh!!Ustazahis just behind us!
Me:What the?!really!!*turns behind & saw Ustazah*RUN!!!!

apparently..Ustazah is just behind all of us when we're talking..she hear me say the personal letter thingy~ah~it's so embarassing & guilty feeling~so..so..guilty..
tomorrow got Pendidikan Islam time..i'm wondering her reaction to me after this..
ah~my heart feels like want to explode!!so worried!!

ok..to relax my feeling..let me put something here..




hehe..ok done!!feels a little bit better now..keke..

p/s:i'm really not good in labelling post..aish..T^T

Mood: guilty!!